Monday, August 25, 2008

I am sitting at home trying to forget the troubles of the last 2 days. Right now I am so beyond stressed out I don't know what to do. First of all I got married about a month and a half ago and my husband and I live in a not so big apartment and love it, it's home to us. About two weeks ago his sister , who is 15 came to live with us because she had no where to go. I didn't have a problem with and I thought it would be a good environment for her. The day she moved in she told us she was a "Seeing" a girl. It was a little hard to swallow at first then I realized that she have to come to her own conclusion of what she wanted to be attracted to . When she moved in she was told she had to let us know where she was, if she was not going to be home for the night and twice in five days she did not call.

Ok with out going into details, she is more like a child and I'm not sure how to treat her. She does not respect our wishes and yet she wants our respect. How is that even possible? We have opened up our doors and she is not even thankful. My life has totally changed. I no longer can home from work and just chill. There is always someone at the computer and the tv is always on.


I just want to run a way and find some peace. I need to calm my spirit because it is not settled at all. I am trying to find peace inside of myself in the midst of this storm.

I feel as though I am to young to have to deal with all this. I am only 21 years old.