So I grew up in a Christian home and my whole family is very religious. I personally no longer hold the views I once did and my parents won't let me come around because of it. I'm at a place that I don't know what I believe right now. Is God real? I think so, I also think He created us and loves everyone very much. I no longer believe that He's up in Heaven waiting to judge the sinner. I could be very wrong and if I am I hope God will tell me somehow ( and I don't mean through someone either). How can someone say that know the right way to believe and then say that if you don't believe that way then your going to burn in an everlasting fire for eternity. that's pretty crazy if you ask me. I think people can believe whatever they want to believe but I don't think that one person or a group of people have the answer for the whole world. I think that if what Christians say is true then we'd be seeing the effects of their prayers more and the God that they believe in doing the supernatural and more signs and wonders. They say that signs and wonder do happen but then what do you call the magicians that do all the supernatural stuff they do? the devil? I can't explain the things I've seen or at least I thought I seen. As far as miracles and shit. But I need something more real and personal to happen before I start even considering think how I once did. Like say if I woke up tomorrow and my eyes were no longer blurry and I could see perfect without contacts then I may think about it again. I just don't any evidence to stack my faith on. Call my faithless I don't care because right now I kind of am. People say seeing is believe, well all I can say is it sure does help. Peace

I love mint chocolate chip cookies. I love french silk ice cream. I love my man;), i love the beach and warm sand and warm water, i love my job but I want another one (I don't get enough hours), I love thought.

the hardest decision of my life has been presented to me a little over three weeks ago. Here's the situation; I'm in love with a man that my parents don't approve of because he doesn't believe like them. he used to, when I first started liking him but he's changed and so have I. So the other day my parents told me I can't come around the family until I have a change of heart and stop loving this man. I can't say it's very easy because I love my family very very much. I come from a very large family and we we're all close growing up, so now to have to choose one or the other is killing me. Of course my man thinks I should stay with him and make my own decisions but i thought it would be this hard. I love this guy so much and I want to spend the rest of my life with him but what should I do? does anyone out there have any suggestion for a girl that needs advice?