So I grew up in a Christian home and my whole family is very religious. I personally no longer hold the views I once did and my parents won't let me come around because of it. I'm at a place that I don't know what I believe right now. Is God real? I think so, I also think He created us and loves everyone very much. I no longer believe that He's up in Heaven waiting to judge the sinner. I could be very wrong and if I am I hope God will tell me somehow ( and I don't mean through someone either). How can someone say that know the right way to believe and then say that if you don't believe that way then your going to burn in an everlasting fire for eternity. that's pretty crazy if you ask me. I think people can believe whatever they want to believe but I don't think that one person or a group of people have the answer for the whole world. I think that if what Christians say is true then we'd be seeing the effects of their prayers more and the God that they believe in doing the supernatural and more signs and wonders. They say that signs and wonder do happen but then what do you call the magicians that do all the supernatural stuff they do? the devil? I can't explain the things I've seen or at least I thought I seen. As far as miracles and shit. But I need something more real and personal to happen before I start even considering think how I once did. Like say if I woke up tomorrow and my eyes were no longer blurry and I could see perfect without contacts then I may think about it again. I just don't any evidence to stack my faith on. Call my faithless I don't care because right now I kind of am. People say seeing is believe, well all I can say is it sure does help. Peace