tonight

tonight I've fallen and I need your loving hand to come and pick me up. This song by fm static has been my savior for me tonight. life is absolutely crazy and it is nearly impossible for me to cop with. what to do? I feel so alone, all alone. what to fucking do? I don't know. when i needed the one closest to me he just wasn't there. Family? What is that? For I have come to not know what that is. They have been stripped from me. I'm holding on to life with a tread hoping it doesn't break. I feel as though there's nothing left to hold on to. why? i don't know. I wish I knew.